Amid the hospitality of the Afghans, Longwei tells a story, and DariusтАЩs duel with Meilin ends with an unexpected trip to the HakimтАЩs wagon.
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A New Recruit
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Arslan asked permission to accompany the caravan to Persia. He said heтАЩd always dreamed of seeing the great cities of Isfahan and Shiraz. From there, according to him, he would visit Al-Quds, then he would go south to see Makkah and Madinah тАУ his lifelong dream.
Sergeant Karim replied with an annoyed wave of the hand. тАЬWe are not a taxi service.тАЭ
Weili jumped in. тАЬYou misunderstand, Sarge. He will work for his passage. He will be one of the guards. YouтАЩve seen his ability with the bow. He can shoot farther than anyone here. That could be a great defensive asset.тАЭ
Karim regarded the young man. тАЬYou follow my commands. Learn our rules, and abide by our discipline. If you want to know what happens when you break the rules, ask Kuangren.тАЭ
Arslan must have already heard about Kaungren, for he swallowed nervously, then nodded his head. тАЬI be good in fight. I work.тАЭ He switched into a language I didnтАЩt know, and Karim replied in the same language.
Ahmed leaned in and whispered in my ear. тАЬHe says he can speak Persian. Boss says fine, the kid is hired, but only to Isfahan. One way.тАЭ
тАЬSo you speak Persian too?тАЭ I whispered back.
тАЬPersian, Arabic, Uzbek, Mandarin, some Cantonese.тАЭ
I was impressed by AhmedтАЩs knowledge. But I didnтАЩt much like this development with Arslan. It had been fine when he was merely a handsome local that Weili had met, and who would soon be left behind. This was different. Why should we take him along? He wasnтАЩt one of us. He hadnтАЩt been trained like us, he hadnтАЩt earned it. But I knew my place, and I kept my mouth shut.
We proceeded into Afghanistan. The green plain gradually gave way once more to stone.
For several days the caravan wound through the valleys of Afghanistan, following ancient roads worn smooth by countless horses and wagons before ours. Villages clung to the hillsides wherever water could be found, their homes built of rough stone and sun-dried brick, blending so naturally into the mountains that one sometimes did not notice them until smoke began rising from their chimneys.
The people proved as varied as the land itself.
As we passed by one village a man came out to welcome us warmly. He wore shalwar kameez, pointed leather shoes and a huge turban, and spoke Persian. He was, it turned out, the clan chief and the Imam. Before long, women appeared carrying baskets of flatbread still warm from their ovens, bowls of yogurt, dried apricots, steaming kettles of tea, and fresh goat cheese. The villagers brought goods for trade as well. Our merchants eagerly unpacked bolts of silk, porcelain, spices, and steel tools, and traded some for good quality wool, walnuts, honey, carved bowls, and sturdy mountain ponies.
The little girls, who all wore headscarves, seemed fascinated by Weili. No doubt they had never seen a woman who looked like her, tall and dressed like a man, carrying weapons and letting her hair hang free. Before long they had surrounded her, giggling as they tucked tiny wildflowers into her long black hair and carefully braided them among the strands. Weili laughed so freely that I scarcely recognized her. Meilin got some attention too, but not like Weili.

When the girls stepped back to admire her work, Weili and Meilin both bowed their heads solemnly as though they had just been adorned by a queen.
We all prayed Maghreb together, with the village Imam leading the salat. He recited part of Surat Al-Rahman, which I recognized but did not know by heart, then Al-Ikhlaas, which of course I did know. Once again I was amazed at the universality of Islam. Here I was, thousands of leagues from home, yet these people prayed as I did, and recited the same Quran I did. These men and women whose language I did not speak, yet we spoke the same language. We saw the world in the same way тАУ more or less тАУ and believed in the same things. They were total strangers to me, yet not strangers at all. We were children of one mother, for brother Ahmed had said one night that the word тАЬummahтАЭ тАУ the universal body of Muslims тАУ came from тАЬumm,тАЭ mother, because we were all one family.
After salat the men made a huge fire to warm us against the chill night air, and everyone gathered around it. Someone made coffee, and served the guests. Sergeant Karim called for Longwei.
тАЬEntertain us with one of your stories.тАЭ
LongweiтАЩs Tale
Longwei smiled and settled himself beside the fire, extending his hands toward the flames.
Ahmed translated to Persian as Longwei spoke.
тАЬSeveral years ago,тАЭ he began, тАЬI was returning from Calicut on the southwestern coast of India with a small caravan of five wagons. Our merchants had purchased pepper, cardamom, cinnamon, and fine cotton cloth. IтАЩd done a little trading of my own and had earned seven gold coins, which was all the wealth I owned in the world. I was happy. We had crossed most of the Indian peninsula without incident and thought ourselves blessed by Heaven.тАЭ
He sighed dramatically.
тАЬThat was our first mistake.тАЭ
Several of the Afghans exchanged knowing smiles. There was some muttering.
тАЬThey say,тАЭ Ahmed translated, тАЬthat theyтАЩd rather march to the gates of Jahannam than through South India.тАЭ
Longwei nodded. тАЬIndeed. We entered a stretch of jungle where the trees grew so thick that even the sun seemed afraid to enter. One man was bitten in the eye by a snake hanging from a tree, and died in minutes. Another was swarmed by huge ants, and survived three days in terrible pain before dying.The road narrowed until two wagons could scarcely pass one another. Then we heard drums.тАЭ
He paused. тАЬNot one drum.тАЭ
He looked slowly around the circle. тАЬHundreds.тАЭ
The listeners leaned closer.
тАЬAre you sure,тАЭ Meilin interrupted, тАЬthat all of this didnтАЩt happen in your imagination in a tea shop in Delhi?тАЭ
Our guards, used to MeilinтАЩs sharp tongue, laughed, but the Afghan men frowned.
тАЬQuite sure,тАЭ Longwei replied dryly. тАЬIt happened exactly as I say. The drums suddenly ceased. Men came pouring from the forest like ants from a broken hill. Men with painted faces, wild hair, and scarcely any clothing. They carried spears, bows, axesтАжтАЭ He shrugged. тАЬтАжand very unpleasant expressions. We guards looked at one another. Their chief shouted a demand. No one understood him, but the meaning was clear. Our boss decided that living was preferable to dying.тАЭ
A ripple of laughter passed around the fire.
тАЬWe surrendered.тАЭ Longwei spread his hands. тАЬThey made every one of us climb down from our horses.тАЭ
He stood to demonstrate, climbing awkwardly to his feet before pretending to step down from an imaginary horse.
тАЬThen they took our swords.тАЭ He handed an invisible weapon to an invisible bandit.
тАЬThey took our purses.тАЭ Another invisible handoff.
тАЬThey took our boots and our tunics.тАЭ By now everyone was laughing. Even KarimтАЩs shoulders were shaking slightly.
тАЬAnd thenтАжтАЭ Longwei said gravely, тАЬтАжthey ordered us to remove every stitch of clothing.тАЭ
The Afghans around the fire erupted.
тАЬNo!тАЭ
тАЬThey did?!тАЭ
Longwei nodded solemnly. тАЬI assure you, they were most thorough. We stood there, thirty respectable merchants and guards, as naked as newborn babies.тАЭ
The laughter became louder still.
Brother Ahmed wiped tears from his eyes as he translated into Persian.
One elderly Afghan slapped his knee so hard that he nearly toppled backward. More than a few men spilled their coffee.
тАЬIтАЩm glad I missed that scene,тАЭ Meilin commented.
Longwei gave her an annoyed glance. тАЬWoman, you wish you had been there to see my beautiful body.тАЭ
I laughed at this. Beautiful was not a word I associated with Longwei.
The Hiding Place
тАЬIf I may continue? They searched every garment. Every saddle. Every wagon. Every bundle.тАЭ
He spread his hands. тАЬThey found everything.тАЭ He lowered his head mournfully. тАЬOr so they believed.тАЭ
The laughter subsided.
тАЬThey left?тАЭ
тАЬThey left,тАЭ Longwei affirmed. тАЬVery pleased with themselves.тАЭ He mimed watching them disappear into the jungle.
тАЬWhen they were finally gone, we all began putting our clothes back on. There was much complaining.тАЭ
тАЬтАШMy boots!тАЩтАЭ
тАЬтАШMy silver!тАЩтАЭ
тАЬтАШMy wifeтАЩs necklace!тАЩтАЭ
тАЬтАШMy pepper!тАЩтАЭ
He acted out each complaint in a different voice until everyone around the fire was grinning.
тАЬI dressed myself in silence. ThenтАжтАЭ He closed his fist and shook it back and forth gently. тАЬI jiggled my seven gold coins in one hand. ClinkтАж clinkтАж clinkтАж I shall never forget that beautiful sound.тАЭ
No one laughed. Instead they stared at him in confusion.
Ahmed frowned. тАЬButтАж they searched you.тАЭ
He nodded knowingly. тАЬThey searched our clothing and purses.тАЭ
тАЬThen where did you hide the coins?тАЭ
Longwei grinned. Then he stood, placed both hands upon his generous stomach, and lifted it with considerable effort.
Beneath it he tapped the front of his waistband.
тАЬUnder my belly.тАЭ
For a heartbeat there was silence. Then the camp exploded. The Afghan merchants laughed the loudest of all. Several bent forward until their foreheads nearly touched the ground. One man actually rolled onto his back, pounding the earth with both fists.
Brother Ahmed laughed so hard he rolled too close to the fire. His shirt caught on fire, and he beat it out hastily, which only made the others laugh more.
Karim covered his face with one hand, shaking his head.
тАЬSo that,тАЭ Longwei said with perfect dignity as the laughter continued around him, тАЬis one unexpected advantage of growing fat.тАЭ
A Duel
When all the excitement died down, one of the Afghan elders pointed to Meilin and asked a question. Ahmed said something and shook his head.
тАЬWhat?тАЭ Meilin demanded. тАЬWhat did he say?тАЭ
тАЬItтАЩs not important.тАЭ
Meilin stood. тАЬTell me.тАЭ
Ahmed sighed. тАЬHe wants to know what an impertinent little woman like yourself is doing dressed as a guard.тАЭ
MeilinтАЩs face flushed with anger, but Karim held up a hand to forestall her. He called to one of the men: тАЬBring two training swords.тАЭ
The man hurried back with the swords. Karim called me over and handed one to me. These were very much like real swords in their size and weight, but they were wooden, with dull edges that could not cut. Karim handed me one then whispered in my ear: тАЬMake her look good.тАЭ
I understood. He wasnтАЩt asking me to play clumsy or go slow, but to play to MeilinтАЩs strengths. She might be short and slightly heavyset, with a broad face that made her look more like a farmerтАЩs wife than a caravan guard, but Meilin was astonishingly quick. I had seen her vault onto a horse without touching the stirrup, and once, when a wagon axle snapped, she had flipped clear before the wagon even hit the ground. I would not have been surprised to learn that she had grown up in a wushu school.
We saluted one another and began to circle.
Meilin eyed me seriously. I felt like a frog being visually dissected by a healerтАЩs apprentice. тАЬIтАЩll try not to bruise your pride,тАЭ she said.
I smiled. тАЬOkay.тАЭ
She sprang forward.
I barely caught the first blow. The second rapped smartly against my shoulder before I could turn it aside, sending a sharp sting through my arm. Even with a wooden sword, a solid strike could leave a bruise that lasted for days.
The Afghan men murmured with surprise. Whatever they had expected from a woman of her build, it was not this.
Meilin pressed the attack without giving me time to recover. Her feet seemed almost to skim the earth as she darted from one angle to another, striking high, then low, then high again. Twice I saw clean openings that would have given me victory. I ignored them, giving ground instead.
She did not miss the hesitation. Her eyes narrowed.
A third opening appeared as she overextended herself on a downward cut. Instinct screamed at me to step past her and put the sword to the back of her neck. Instead I let the moment pass.
The next instant her sword cracked against my ribs hard enough to drive the breath from my lungs.
The villagers gasped.
I managed to smile through clenched teeth.
тАЬYouтАЩre getting slower,тАЭ she observed.
тАЬSo IтАЩve been told.тАЭ
She came again, relentless now. She caught me off guard when, amid a flurry of sword strikes, she threw a kick. I tried to parry the kick with my left hand but her foot struck my fingers. My middle finger bent sideways from the middle knuckle, clearly broken. Meilin did not stop. I wondered whether Karim appreciated just how difficult his order to тАЬmake her look goodтАЭ really was.
She ran at me and cut to her left. This was a standard tactic against a right handed fighter like myself. You moved left to flank the opponent and put yourself in a safer spot. I pivoted and began to raise my blade into a roof block to parry the expected strike. However, Meilin did not go left. The entire thing was a fake. Instead she leaped right, putting herself directly in front of me. This was almost never done, and my instincts told me it was tactically unsound. Yet I was unable to capitalize on it, for in an instant she parried my blade with her own and headbutted me, striking my chin with the crown of her head, stunning me. At the same time she wrapped my sword arm with her free arm, then tripped me. I crashed to my back, and she sat on me with her sword against my throat. My own weapon had gone flying.
The audience was utterly silent.
I raised my hands.
тАЬI yield.тАЭ As if it wasnтАЩt obvious.
For a heartbeat no one moved. Then the Afghan men burst into applause. Several nodded approvingly. The elder who had questioned MeilinтАЩs place among us grinned broadly and said something to Ahmed.
тАЬHe says,тАЭ Ahmed translated, тАЬthat any caravan with women like her should fear no bandits.тАЭ
The old man stepped forward and bowed respectfully to Meilin. She returned the bow with quiet dignity.
Longwei folded his arms and looked at her with pride. тАЬAnd that,тАЭ he declared, тАЬis why I love her.тАЭ
The words escaped before he seemed to realize what he had said. LongweiтАЩs face turned the color of a ripe pomegranate.
тАЬI meanтАжтАЭ he stammered. тАЬThat is why IтАж greatly admire her swordsmanship.тАЭ
Brother Ahmed coughed suspiciously into his sleeve, while Karim became intensely interested in the contents of his coffee cup.
For just an instant, MeilinтАЩs stern expression softened. Then she sniffed. тАЬYouтАЩd better keep admiring my sword,тАЭ she said. тАЬItтАЩs the only thing of mine youтАЩll ever touch.тАЭ
The camp erupted in laughter once more, and Longwei accepted it with as much dignity as a blushing poet could manage.
Give Your Best
As the gathering broke apart, I felt someone seize my sleeve.
тАЬCome here.тАЭ It was Meilin.
She led me behind one of the wagons, out of earshot of the others. When she turned to face me, her cheeks were red with anger.
тАЬDonтАЩt ever do that again,тАЭ she hissed.
I blinked.
тАЬYou let me win.тАЭ
тАЬIтАФтАЭ
тАЬDonтАЩt insult me. I have spent years proving I belong among these guards. I donтАЩt need charity from you.тАЭ
тАЬIt wasnтАЩt charity.тАЭ
I looked down at the bruises already darkening on my arms, and my broken finger.
She followed my gaze and I saw surprise in her eyes. тАЬYour finger. I didnтАЩt realize.тАЭ Her gaze hardened again. тАЬYou deserve it. DonтАЩt ever give less than your best.тАЭ
I nodded. тАЬYes maтАЩam. If itтАЩs any consolation, you really got me at the end. I didnтАЩt fake that.тАЭ
She shook her head in disgust. тАЬYou need to learn how to talk to a woman. Forget it, go see the Hakim.тАЭ
I watched her walk away. My middle finger had begun to swell, and it sat at an angle that fingers were never intended to assume. I was deeply dismayed. This would seriously affect my ability to perform my duties. It wasnтАЩt even about holding the dao тАУ this was my left hand after all, and not my primary weapon hand. But I had to be able to hold BellyтАЩs reins. I had to be able to load and unload crates from the wagons when we stopped at trading locations. Not to mention cleaning myself afterтАж you know.
I would have gone to Weili for sympathy, but she was nowhere to be found. IтАЩd seen less and less of her lately. When I did see her, she was often in ArslanтАЩs company. SheтАЩd smile and greet me, but it wasnтАЩt the same.
Feeling suddenly exhausted, I trudged to Hakim YusufтАЩs wagon. Every step was a painful effort.
Hakim Yusuf
Yusuf ibn Rashid, who we called Hakim Yusuf, or sometimes just тАЬthe Hakim,тАЭ was in his early sixties, lean rather than frail, with a neatly trimmed white beard, alert brown eyes, and hands that seemed permanently stained with herbs and oils.
Unlike the merchantsтАЩ wagons, the HakimтАЩs clinic smelled of vinegar, camphor, dried herbs, lamp oil, and medicines whose names I did not know. Bundles of roots hung from the ceiling beside neatly labeled jars and little cloth packets tied with string. Mortars, pestles, knives, splints, rolls of linen, and shelves crowded with bottles occupied nearly every available space.

The familiar scents washed over me like a forgotten memory. For a moment I was back on Zihan MaтАЩs farm, sitting on a low stool while my uncle brewed a medicinal broth. I could hear the donkeys braying outside, smell Lee AyiтАЩs cooking, and see the afternoon sunlight falling through the paper windows of his treatment room.
тАЬYouтАЩve come after all.тАЭ Hakim YusufтАЩs voice brought me back. He was seated beside a small lantern, grinding herbs with a stone pestle.
тАЬI got hurt.тАЭ I held up my hand.
тАЬOh.тАЭ His mouth was a flat line when he looked up. тАЬI thought you were here to keep your promise.тАЭ
тАЬWhat promise?тАЭ
тАЬAfter KuangrenтАЩs punishment, you offered to assist me in the future.тАЭ
тАЬOh, right.тАЭ
тАЬThen you vanished.тАЭ
I shrugged helplessly. тАЬHakim Yusuf, there hasnтАЩt been a raid. No oneтАЩs been hurt.тАЭ
He took my hand in his and turned it over, studying it. His manner was gentle, and his confidence was reassuring.
тАЬI broke it sparring with Meilin,тАЭ I explained.
тАЬNo, you didnтАЩt.тАЭ
In spite of the pain, which was less severe than I would have expected, I smiled. тАЬI think I would know how I broke it.тАЭ
He wrapped one hand around my wrist and took hold of the bent finger with the other. Before I could ask what he planned to do, he gave one quick pull. There was a sharp pop, and Hakim Yusuf immediately realigned the finger.
тАЬI meant,тАЭ he said, тАЬthat you didnтАЩt break it.тАЭ
I blinked. тАЬIt doesnтАЩt hurt anymore.тАЭ
He smiled. тАЬItтАЩs remarkable what happens when things are put back where Allah intended them to be. It was dislocated. Try moving it.тАЭ
I curled my hand into a fist.
тАЬIt works.тАЭ
тАЬThat is the preferred outcome.тАЭ
My relief was so strong, I felt like IтАЩd just ridden Belly for two days without pause, and was now relaxing in the cool water of a desert oasis. I was still sad and lonely, but suddenly it felt bearable.
Hakim Yusuf began preparing a salve for my bruised ribs and arms. He looked up over the rim of the little clay bowl.
тАЬDariusтАж do you imagine I spend my days waiting for someone to be stabbed?тАЭ
I opened my mouth.
He raised one finger to silence me. тАЬThis morning I treated a merchant whose gums are swollen from rotten teeth, a muleteer with an infected blister, a guard with fever, three horses with saddle sores, and another guard who was convinced he had contracted a terrible disease.тАЭ
тАЬWhat did he have?тАЭ
тАЬAn overactive imagination.тАЭ
I laughed. тАЬWas that Longwei?тАЭ The big man always seemed to think there was something wrong with him.
Not answering, the Hakim continued stirring the salve. тАЬBattle wounds are a small part of my work.тАЭ He spread the cool ointment gently across my bruised ribs. тАЬWhen you helped me with Kuangren, I noticed something.тАЭ
тАЬWhat?тАЭ
тАЬYou paid attention.тАЭ
тАЬI just followed your instructions.тАЭ
тАЬMore than that.тАЭ He wrapped a bandage around my torso, tied it snugly and sat back. тАЬYou observed and anticipated. You asked sensible questions. Those qualities are difficult to teach.тАЭ
тАЬMy uncle is a healer. I have assisted him.тАЭ
He nodded. тАЬNow it makes sense.тАЭ
Growing Up
I looked around the wagon once more.
It felt strangely peaceful here. Outside were guards laughing around the fire; merchants discussing politics, prices and the news of the war back home; and horses stamping in the darkness. Inside there was only the quiet clink of glass bottles and the comforting smell of herbs. The wagon was the oasis IтАЩd been wishing for. It was familiar and comfortable.
Someone rapped twice against the side of the wagon, and Sergeant Karim ducked through the doorway, his broad shoulders filling most of the opening. His eyes immediately went to my bandaged hand, then to the bruises already darkening along my ribs.
тАЬThat was nicely done.тАЭ
I smiled despite myself.
тАЬI didnтАЩt know,тАЭ he said, тАЬthat sheтАЩd be that hard on you.тАЭ
тАЬShe knew I was holding back. ThatтАЩs what made her angry.тАЭ
He scratched thoughtfully at his beard. тАЬI should have known sheтАЩd see it.тАЭ For a moment he stood in silence, considering the matter. Then he nodded to himself. тАЬYou know what? IтАЩll confess to her that it was my idea. IтАЩll take the heat off you.тАЭ
тАЬNo.тАЭ The answer escaped my mouth before I had even thought about it.
Karim looked genuinely surprised. тАЬWhy not?тАЭ
I searched for the right words.
тАЬBecause right now she just thinks IтАЩm a stupid boy who doesnтАЩt appreciate how talented she is.тАЭ I smiled faintly. тАЬWhich, if IтАЩm being honest, was true until tonight. But if you tell her it was your ideaтАжтАЭ I hesitated. тАЬIt will hurt her.тАЭ
He looked at me thoughtfully. тАЬExplain.тАЭ
тАЬYouтАЩre her sergeant. She looks up to you. She needs to feel that you believe in her.тАЭ I glanced toward the open doorway, where the sounds of laughter still drifted from the campfire. тАЬWe all do.тАЭ
The wagon fell quiet. Karim looked at me for a long moment. At last he reached out and rested one heavy hand on my shoulder, giving it a gentle squeeze. тАЬYouтАЩre growing up, Darius.тАЭ
Without another word he stepped down from the wagon and disappeared into the night.
An Oasis or a Prison?
тАЬYouтАЩre not a typical caravan guard,тАЭ Hakim Yusuf commented.
I didnтАЩt know what to say to that.
тАЬSo?тАЭ The Hakim folded his hands inside his sleeves. тАЬI could use an assistant.тАЭ
тАЬI donтАЩt know if IтАЩm typical or not, but I am a caravan guard. I already have duties.тАЭ
тАЬThere are many men,тАЭ Hakim Yusuf said quietly, тАЬwho know how to make holes in other people. тАЬBut you have hands capable of healing. DonтАЩt waste that.тАЭ
Panic came up out of my gut like acid. It rushed up from nowhere, leaving me feeling constricted. The sense of this place as an oasis vanished. Suddenly it felt like a prison. I looked toward the wagon door as if it were an escape. My breath was shallow and rapid.
тАЬI canтАЩt go through this again,тАЭ I said. тАЬIтАЩve been through this.тАЭ
тАЬWhat do you mean?тАЭ
тАЬBeing pressured to choose between medicine and the sword. You canтАЩt force me to choose! If IтАЩm good at one thing and the other, then so be it, thatтАЩs who I am. My father taught me to fight from the time I could walk. He crammed it down my throat, he made me bleed and cry, but it was all he had to give, and he gave it, and now itтАЩs mine. Not you or anyone else will take it away. I am sick of people trying to decide for me what I should be.тАЭ I stood quickly, snatched up my shirt, and put it on. In my haste it caught on my finger, and I groaned in pain.
тАЬEasy, Darius.тАЭ Far from being offended, Hakim YusufтАЩs manner was calm and soothing. тАЬOf course itтАЩs your decision. IтАЩm not forcing you to choose. I just thought you might come assist me for a few hours a day, thatтАЩs all.тАЭ
тАЬOh.тАЭ I looked at the floor, feeling ashamed. тАЬI donтАЩt know if Sergeant Karim would like that.тАЭ
Hakim Yusuf put a hand on my chest and rubbed gently. тАЬGet some rest. Think about my offer. If you decide you want to do it, IтАЩll talk to the Sergeant. I have some influence. And if not, itтАЩs okay son. IтАЩll never bring it up again.тАЭ
I put a hand to my forehead and rubbed it. тАЬIтАЩm sorry, Hakim.тАЭ
тАЬDonтАЩt be silly. All is well. Now listen. The finger will be tender for several days. Be careful.тАЭ
тАЬIтАЩll try.тАЭ
Far Away
Most of the camp had settled into silence. Here and there a few lanterns still glowed beside the merchantsтАЩ wagons, and somewhere in the darkness I could hear someone laughing at one last joke before turning in for the night. I walked with one arm pulled tightly to my side because my ribs hurt less that way.
I found Belly standing where I had left him, patiently chewing his hay as though the affairs of men had never been any concern of his. He lifted his head when he heard my footsteps and gave a low, questioning whicker.
тАЬIтАЩm alright,тАЭ I assured him. тАЬOr I will be.тАЭ
I checked his feed bucket. HeтАЩd eaten all the oats and mash, and the bucket was empty.
тАЬGood.тАЭ
His water trough was nearly empty as well, so I carried another bucket from the nearby stream and filled it. Belly plunged his nose into the water at once, drinking noisily until great drops ran from his whiskers.
тАЬI suppose you worked as hard as I did today.тАЭ
He nosed my pockets. I smiled. тАЬSorry,тАЭ I told him. тАЬItтАЩs not Eid anymore. IтАЩll get you a few carrots in the morning.тАЭ
I fetched the curry comb and began working it through his thick black coat. Dust and loose hair came away beneath the brush in little gray clouds. Belly leaned into it contentedly, half-closing his eyes.
тАЬI met with Hakim Yusuf tonight.тАЭ
One ear turned toward me.
тАЬHe wants me to become his assistant.тАЭ The words sounded strange spoken aloud.
тАЬI donтАЩt think he means instead of being a guard. At leastтАж I hope not.тАЭ
I paused to work a burr from his mane.
тАЬHe says there are plenty of men who know how to make holes in other people, but not enough who know how to close them.тАЭ I smiled faintly. тАЬThat sounds like something Zihan Ma would say.тАЭ
When I finished brushing him, I put a thick blanket over him, as the night was cold. Then I crouched carefully and examined each hoof in turn. Belly shifted his weight obligingly as I cleaned away packed dirt and a few small stones.
тАЬGood boy.тАЭ
I patted one sturdy leg before moving to the next hoof.
тАЬYou knowтАжтАЭ I said after a while, тАЬyouтАЩre my only friend now.тАЭ The words escaped before I had a chance to stop them.
I rested one hand against his shoulder, feeling the steady warmth beneath his coat. тАЬYou and my cat back home.тАЭ I laughed softly. тАЬHis name is Far Away. IsnтАЩt that funny? Because heтАЩs so far away now.тАЭ
Belly turned his head and nudged my shoulder, nearly knocking me off balance.
тАЬItтАЩs okay, I told you. IтАЩm okay.тАЭ
For a long moment neither of us moved. The mountains stood black against a sky crowded with stars, and the camp around us had become so quiet that I could hear the soft grinding of BellyтАЩs teeth as he returned to his hay.
тАЬBut itтАЩs alright,тАЭ I said at last, scratching him beneath the mane where he liked it best. тАЬIтАЩll take care of you, and youтАЩll take care of me.тАЭ
I looked up at the stars.
тАЬAnd Allah will protect us both.тАЭ
Belly snorted softly, as if entirely satisfied with that arrangement.
I smiled, spread my blanket beside his picket line, and before long the sounds of the camp faded into sleep.
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